Life's fairly boring at the moment. I'm either working or chilling at home. That's all.
I guess I could blog about my failed scholarship. But that would mean admitting and accepting failure and letting people know that I failed. That scares me.
I could blog about how I am realizing that my blood disorder is not going to have as big of an effect on my life as I always thought it would and it's kinda freaking me out. But that just sounds weird and nobody would understand that. I don't even understand why I feel this way. I guess I'm missing the attention? I don't know. It's weird.
I could blog about how I really need to find housing for the fall, but I don't even know where to begin or how to go about doing that.
I could blog about how I epically fail at remembering to attempt to take photos of my life. And about how the photos I take don't turn out good anyway. And about how my blog looks boring without photos. And about how I have nothing to take a picture of.
I could blog about how I'm thinking about doing a video blog Dr. Horrible style. Because I think it would be fun. And I'm bored.
I could blog about how it's time to clean the room. I mean seriously? This is getting RIDCULOUS!
I could blog about how there's like a gagillion books I want to read but I'm not sure if I'll finish the two I'm currently reading.
I could blog about how I want to turn my big oversized t-shirts into a cute warm quilt but I don't know how to go about doing that.
I could blog about how it's late and I really should be going to bed.
I could blog how I need to start eating healthy like I used to (for a little while) and exercising but how I only seem to think that I need to do those two things late at night when the day is already over. Yeah, I'm lacking motivation.
I could blog about how I think you're awesome if you just read through all the random thoughts I'm having and this super long blog post. Because if you are reading this, I really do think you're awesome.
The end.
I read it all, so I must be awesome. I can relate with much of your post. I don't blog because all I do is work, but that will end on Wednesday!
ReplyDeleteI really do think you're awesome too!